# 44 days clean. Not used to being alone and struggling

**URL:** <https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/44-days-clean-not-used-to-being-alone-and-struggling/135452>\
**Category:** Recovery\
**Created:** [November 17, 2025, 12:57am UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/44-days-clean-not-used-to-being-alone-and-struggling/135452 "2025-11-17T00:57:29Z")\
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**Author:** ![michael418472](https://forum04.loosid.cc/user_avatar/forum04.loosid.cc/michael418472/32/123920_2.png) [@michael418472](https://forum04.loosid.cc/u/michael418472)\
**Post date:** [November 17, 2025, 12:57am UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/44-days-clean-not-used-to-being-alone-and-struggling/135452/1 "2025-11-17T00:57:29Z")

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44 days clean. Not used to being alone and struggling still since getting out of rehab especially when it comes to making friends since I'm in another state now.

Could really use all the support I can get from everyone

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**Author:** ![cecilia417505](https://forum04.loosid.cc/user_avatar/forum04.loosid.cc/cecilia417505/32/123760_2.png) [@cecilia417505](https://forum04.loosid.cc/u/cecilia417505)\
**Post date:** [November 17, 2025, 1:22am UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/44-days-clean-not-used-to-being-alone-and-struggling/135452/2 "2025-11-17T01:22:55Z")

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Hi Michael! That's great on 44 days!!! That's amazing. Do you have any hobbies or interests that you could connect with people? Or is there a hobby you always wanted to try?

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**Author:** ![cecilia417505](https://forum04.loosid.cc/user_avatar/forum04.loosid.cc/cecilia417505/32/123760_2.png) [@cecilia417505](https://forum04.loosid.cc/u/cecilia417505)\
**Post date:** [November 17, 2025, 1:23am UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/44-days-clean-not-used-to-being-alone-and-struggling/135452/3 "2025-11-17T01:23:31Z")

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I knit and it has done wonders for keeping my hands busy.

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**Author:** ![michael418472](https://forum04.loosid.cc/user_avatar/forum04.loosid.cc/michael418472/32/123920_2.png) [@michael418472](https://forum04.loosid.cc/u/michael418472)\
**Post date:** [November 17, 2025, 1:35am UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/44-days-clean-not-used-to-being-alone-and-struggling/135452/4 "2025-11-17T01:35:57Z")

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I struggle with finding things to do which is a trigger for me but hopefully I can learn to enjoy doing things s sober