# Becoming aware!

**URL:** <https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/becoming-aware/145352>\
**Category:** Mental Health\
**Created:** [June 2, 2026, 12:05pm UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/becoming-aware/145352 "2026-06-02T12:05:31Z")\
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**Author:** ![r446943](https://forum04.loosid.cc/user_avatar/forum04.loosid.cc/r446943/32/126341_2.png) [@r446943](https://forum04.loosid.cc/u/r446943)\
**Post date:** [June 2, 2026, 12:05pm UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/becoming-aware/145352/1 "2026-06-02T12:05:31Z")

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Weaponized relationships bringing up the past mistakes.  
I've become aware of  
Certain patterns in people while in recovery, while I'm not completely voided of my past I don't need to be reminded of my past. I'm accountable for my past mistakes and the difficulties and trama I have caused. I believe it's not just one and done.  
Meaning that I will always regret the hurt I've inflicted on other's hearts. But, I don't need to be acceptable anymore of being ridiculed or made to feel unwanted or less then because of my past mistakes. Some will never be forgiven by others, I learned that I have to forgive myself regardless.

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