# Sigh, just me ranting

**URL:** <https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/sigh-just-me-ranting/146784>\
**Category:** Struggling Help\
**Created:** [July 19, 2026, 3:22am UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/sigh-just-me-ranting/146784 "2026-07-19T03:22:23Z")\
**Posts on this page:** 6\
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**Author:** ![nicole349757](https://forum04.loosid.cc/user_avatar/forum04.loosid.cc/nicole349757/32/129797_2.png) [@nicole349757](https://forum04.loosid.cc/u/nicole349757)\
**Post date:** [July 19, 2026, 3:22am UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/sigh-just-me-ranting/146784/1 "2026-07-19T03:22:23Z")

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Argh.  
I said it last night, not today.  
And then we were out running errands and I felt so gross, I gave in.  
And then I gave in again just because I already messed up.  
And I'm so bored.  
I'm bored high, im bored sober.  
I honestly don't know how my partner doesn't know, he literally opened my glove compartment yesterday and saw one of my stashes.  
I feel awful lying to him.

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**Author:** ![michael410470](https://forum04.loosid.cc/user_avatar/forum04.loosid.cc/michael410470/32/130769_2.png) [@michael410470](https://forum04.loosid.cc/u/michael410470)\
**Post date:** [July 19, 2026, 10:55am UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/sigh-just-me-ranting/146784/2 "2026-07-19T10:55:47Z")

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😞😥😭the main point is that you're here with us.

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**Author:** ![kevin464494](https://forum04.loosid.cc/user_avatar/forum04.loosid.cc/kevin464494/32/127909_2.png) [@kevin464494](https://forum04.loosid.cc/u/kevin464494)\
**Post date:** [July 19, 2026, 2:03pm UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/sigh-just-me-ranting/146784/3 "2026-07-19T14:03:50Z")

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I am very bored as well. No drugs or alcohol. Bored and alone every day.. it's worth it

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**Author:** ![justin493942](https://forum04.loosid.cc/user_avatar/forum04.loosid.cc/justin493942/32/129686_2.png) [@justin493942](https://forum04.loosid.cc/u/justin493942)\
**Post date:** [July 19, 2026, 2:37pm UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/sigh-just-me-ranting/146784/4 "2026-07-19T14:37:09Z")

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Once it took hold for my own reasons, boredom was always something that would trigger an excuse to have a drink and time of day didn’t matter. I would wake up “board”. For me it was an ambiguous way to give into the desire. After going through rehab I tried to rewire my focus on doing things that would occupy me and also things that if I wanted to do, having a drink prior or during would impact it like exercising.

Everyone is different, that’s just one of many coping mechanisms I tried to implement. But the key was understanding that I wasn’t drinking because I was board, it was just another in a stack of excuses I allowed myself to have.

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**Author:** ![mark385029](https://forum04.loosid.cc/user_avatar/forum04.loosid.cc/mark385029/32/130133_2.png) [@mark385029](https://forum04.loosid.cc/u/mark385029)\
**Post date:** [July 19, 2026, 6:01pm UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/sigh-just-me-ranting/146784/5 "2026-07-19T18:01:58Z")

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True that!

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**Author:** ![jenni486043](https://forum04.loosid.cc/user_avatar/forum04.loosid.cc/jenni486043/32/129639_2.png) [@jenni486043](https://forum04.loosid.cc/u/jenni486043)\
**Post date:** [July 21, 2026, 5:15pm UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/sigh-just-me-ranting/146784/6 "2026-07-21T17:15:11Z")

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I’m bored in the house and I’m in the house bored 🎤🎶😆  
yeah, no but… same 😟