# Something to make me feel normal . Something to sustain

**URL:** <https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/something-to-make-me-feel-normal-something-to-sustain/87441>\
**Category:** Struggling Help\
**Created:** [January 31, 2024, 3:52am UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/something-to-make-me-feel-normal-something-to-sustain/87441 "2024-01-31T03:52:52Z")\
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**Author:** ![marlee187869](https://forum04.loosid.cc/letter_avatar_proxy/v4/letter/m/9d8465/32.png) [@marlee187869](https://forum04.loosid.cc/u/marlee187869)\
**Post date:** [January 31, 2024, 3:52am UTC](https://forum04.loosid.cc/t/something-to-make-me-feel-normal-something-to-sustain/87441/1 "2024-01-31T03:52:52Z")

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Something to make me feel normal . Something to sustain me .. do I hate being alone with myself this much that I have to find an escape ? Or is it normal to not want to be alone ? Somewhere in between ? Idk . My kids … how different would my son see me if I would have gotten it together when he was born ? 5 years ago .. my addiction issues started with fet when he was two but I was always an angry person .. what am I mad at ? Why do I sit here every day mad instead of living my life ? It’s either I’m loved correctly or I’m using .. “ normal “ right