Look who's talking

Our "ism" is so cunning that it can get us into impossible situations.

Some of us say, "My 'ism' is talking to me." Others say, "My head won't turn off." Still others refer to "the :poop::poop::poop: committee in my mind" or "the monkey on my back." Let's face it. We suffer from an incurable malady that continues to affect us, even in recovery. Our "ism" gives us warped information about what's going on in our lives. It tells us not to look at ourselves because what we'll see is too scary. Sometimes it tells us we're not responsible for ourselves and our actions; other times, it tells us that everything wrong with the world is our fault. Our disease tricks us into trusting it.

The recovery program provides us with many voices that counter our "ism", voices we can trust. We can call our sponsor for a reality check. We can listen to the voice of an alcoholic trying to get sober. The ultimate solution is to work the steps and draw on the strength of a Higher Power. That will get us through those times when "our 'ism' is talking."

Just for Today: I will ignore the "voice" of my alcoholism. I will listen to the voice of my program and a Power greater than myself.

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And sometimes the voice is as loud as 10,000 hurricanes, all at once.

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