Well, several days of a constant head ache, that Tylenol wouldn't touch...
I have taken pills I shouldn't have. The first couple times, just the prescribed dose. And as of yesterday, more then to get the feels.
So, I'm off the wagon.
It scares me, and I feel embarrassed.
I am not at the 'ready to quit' stage.
Life got real, and hard and I'm not willing to face it 100% sober.
Even writing that sounds dumb.
Oh well, this is the stage I'm at.
Thabks for bei f here for me. .sorry to everyone I've disappointed
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Oh Nicole I am so sorry you're going through this. I'll keep you in my prayers and hoping you reach the point where you've had enough 
. Here if you need to talk.
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Im from Kelowna
It’s ok, we’ve all “ been there, done that” ( I know I’ve certainly have)! Keep trying, keep praying, and one of these times it will click. Stray strong sister!
So sorry. I’m new here. Had a several lapses. But I reflect, pray, and try again. Sending you strength and healing
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